hildeguardog's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ...said i I feel as if I've been living two different lives over the past few years: the first, the good, has me with a crush on a girl who fits me on many many levels, keeps me; keeps me from smoking cigarettes; lets me read books and listen to music in my spare time. The second is lived behind a haze, seen through stoned eyes and blurry memories of the past few months. I smoke cigarettes and weed and I drink, all on a regular, if not daily, basis. I humor girls with home I have maybe the slightest interest in, and that's not fair. I'm absolutely sick and tired of not being able to take myself, or anything else, seriously-- that's why, three weeks from yesterday, I quit smoking cigarettes and I've gotten drunk three or four times at the most, and I've smoked weed maybe three or four times. Not too impressive, I know, but it's definitely a step in the right direction. I've also read two books and spent too much money at Reckless Records. 2:29 p.m. - Friday, Aug. 24, 2007 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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